I feel like my mind is about to explode!!...i need a lil time alone and "heal myself". I do a lot of thing for ppl who i love, but lately i only recive words like "you are stupid"...i didn't know i was stupid for do something that someone ask me to do...I feel a lil depressed about everything, but i know i will cheer up soon, just wanna express myself thats all. Don't misundertand me, i don't wanna anything in exchange for favors or thing that i do for someone, i do it with all my love, but at least, i wish they won't be so rude or treat me like trash or like "oh is fine, she doesn't care at all'' i just wanna some peace and feel free. When i tried to defend myself against that i just hear "you are so sensible, geez..." so i feel like i'm trapped of my own family!. In this instant i wanna take my things and go to live in another place, far, far away from here, but that is not the solution i suppose.